CHANGES😇

Milk becomes alcohol.
Chocolates turn into cigarette. 
Pocket money changes to salary.
Cycles become car.
Innocency transforms to maturity.
Excitement changes to apathy.
Love changes to lust.
Friendship changes to something purposeful.
Honesty changes to hidden secrets.
Fantasies accept the reality.

Remember when fairy tales seemed to be real. Times when dad’s shoulder was the best place to fall asleep and mom’s bedtime stories the best.
Times when the biggest confusion was to choose the pen color and the worst pain was when knees got skinned off.
Days when goodbyes meant just till the next day  and nights when we had no stress and slept peacefully.

And we couldn’t wait to grow up.

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